Why, Hello There!

★ Welcome, welcome. Come on in, take your coat off, stay awhile... We're so happy that you're here. This is just a little something we put together, a "little" bit of our world to share with you. So wander around and check it out.

We hope you enjoy seeing what it's like in our world. And don't forget to leave us comments and tell us how fabulous we are... or, you know, whatever you want to say! We'll be okay if your comments aren't all "you're so wonderful" and stuff. LOL!! :) Enjoy! ★

♥♥ In Memory of Brinley ~ Always in Our Hearts ♥♥
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Thursday, June 30, 2011

It's the Latest Trend

Yeah so I'm emptying the camera before we leave for the beach and realized I still had two pictures from earlier this week... They're both basically the same, so I'll just show you the one. The other one is the June album, along with all the other pictures/albums and videos at www.theswaderfarmily.shutterfly.com if you want to chatch up. :)
In the meantime, this is my little trendsetter in action. I expect this look to be all the rage in daycares everywhere soon!!

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

To Regina...

Happy Birthday Grammy!!!

May your day be as wonderful as you are♥

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Beach Supplies

It's really shocking how much stuff you have to take on a vacation when a small child is coming along... I mean, the list just keeps growing and we might actually have to take a moving van so that we can fit it all in. It's just crazy.

To get some more supplies, Emersyn and I went to Target after daycare and work yesterday. I had some coupons that were going to expire for things that we needed - diapers, wipes, swim diapers, sunblock, razors, things like that - so we decided to make good use of them. We desparately needed some things anyway (can't go to the beach without swim diapers and razors) and other stuff was just more of a bonus (a smaller pack of diapers to take with us, extra sunblock to stock up since it'll get used sooner or later anyway). While we were there, we also picked up a few things that we didn't exacly need, but could totally use... like some new bibs... Yeah, that's all her. She actually opened the packages and put them on herself while I was getting the travel size wipes. And yeah, you see how things are stacked up to make a little seat for her? How about that little place to rest her feet? Again, that's all Emersyn. She gets up to take whatever out of your hand and then place it in a specific spot that works for her. It keeps her happy, so what can you do?!?! On a separate note, I just have to brag for a minute. Emersyn started to get a little bored and tired at the end of our shopping trip. She wanted out of the cart so when we were checking out I let her get down. Being a curious, young toddler, Emersyn instantly went behind the register of the next station (it was empty) and started trying to play with whatever was in her reach. Of course I correct her and direct her back to the cart... But the older woman in front of us was apparently watching the many exchanges and attempts to get Emersyn to stay at the cart with me. She very nicely told me that she "just had to say what a wonderful mother" I am and "how nice it is to see a mother being so good with her daughter". The woman was just very friendly and raving about how gentle and patient I was being with Emersyn, what a wonderful mother I am to be treating my child that way... Needless to say that I was pleasantly surprised and extremely pleased to be portrayed that way! I guess it's just natural as a mother to always think you're not good enough or that you could do just about everything better when it comes to your baby, so it was just wonderful to hear that I am doing something right. Especially with the last 2 months, I guess I really needed to hear that too.
Anyways, Emersyn rocked her new trend of 4 bibs all the way home... She even held them up so that I could buckle her seat when we got in the car! And, she still refused to take any of them off when she sat down for dinner. Can you tell she was just a little tired?!?! We did finally convince her that the bibs should come off while she was playing though. Lego's are Emersyn's most favorite thing... It's the only toy besides Boo Bear that she'll really play with for more than a second. Although, she's too good for the big lego-type blocks that she used to play with. Now it's only the real legos... Of course she doesn't have the "normal" size, hers are still bigger but, yeah, she's too much of a big girl to deal with the huge blocks! I don't know where she gets her love her blocks from though... Ha ha ha!!

Monday, June 27, 2011

The Tradition Continues

Last year, we decided that we would do family pictures for our anniversary. We thought it'd be a nice way to commemorate how our life has changed each year while also doing something special in honor of the day we officially became a family. They turned out really great last year so we were excited to keep the tradition alive. Of course this year we were expecting our family pictures to be different... I'll admit it was really hard for me to do the pictures when we were so obviously missing (in every sense of the word) one of our family members. Still, another year had come around in our marriage and these pictures are to celebrate the bond we have as a family because of everything that happened in that year... So we did them.We did decide that we'd bring along Brinley's steiff bear kind of in memory of her. It's a new piece of our tradition now - including "Brinley Bear" in the pictures so that in some way, she's included too. Maybe it's stupid or ridiculous, but it's our daughter's spirit we're keeping alive so that bear will be forever a part of our pictures.There's a ton more pictures at www.theswaderfarmily.shutterfly.com so head over and check them out! Emersyn had a blast and, surprisingly, her parents had a good time too. Brinley was, as always, beyond missed. Yet our family is stronger and closer than ever because of her. These pictures are definitely proof of that. :)

Sunday, June 26, 2011

This Is All Her

Yeah, so she's in her pink pajama bottoms from last year (yeah, they still fit like capris) and her monkey tee shirt from the 4th of July last year because that's one of the combos of what she sleeps in these days. On the table in picture number one is her white hat, her red bathing suit, her water diaper (unused of course and you can see she's already wearing one over her pjs) and she's holding her red water shoes in her hand... For the record these things were only out because yesterday was waterday at daycare and we hadn't thrown the stuff downstairs for laundry yet. This is the result of Emersyn's fashionista skills:

Friday, June 24, 2011

Freckle!

Guess who has their very first freckle... seriously, how many guesses did it take? You just looked at the pictures didn't you? I guess I'll let that slide this time, but really you need to learn to play along better than that next time. ;)

Yup, so oddly enough Emersyn got her first little freckle on her forearm. Don't ask me how. We're as baffled as you are. Yet, there it is. She thinks it's funny. Mommy thought it was dirt and ran the little WetOne dry trying to wipe it off before realizing it was there for good.

Can you see it in the picture? That's what the picture is of, in case you didn't figure that out... We tried. Emersyn looking at her freckle. Big smiles. (Also practice for this weekend.) Um, yeah, see this is what happens when you forget to use the zoom and just lean into Emersyn. She mimics you (yeah - suprise) and leans in too. This is the result...

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Sweetness

Mommy's Favorite Thing #735,943,121 ---

Emersyn now says "I love you"!! She said it to Chris for the first time last night, but I've been super lucky and have been getting it for a few days consistantly. It's more like "mah mah i-uh'vv-uu" and it's one of the absolutely most gorgeous sounds I have ever heard in my life.

Honestly, Emersyn crying when she was first born was by far the most beautiful sound to ever reach my ears. In a tie at a close second is the sound of Emersyn's and Brinley's heartbeats when we would go get our OBGYN checkups... At an even tighter third place is Emersyn saying "I love you Mama"and that just barely beats out her saying Mama in general. In a measely fifth place would be hearing my husand say "I love you" which is super closely followed by him saying "I do" on our wedding day. Yeah, poor Chris used to hold so many of the top spots in my favorite things and he has now slipped down almost out of the top 5 completely. Eh, oh well - such is the price of being a parent. ;)

I was thinking that I'd try to catch Emersyn's little voice declaring her love for me so that I can share it, but I've decided that I'm going to be totally selfish on this one. It's still to special to share with the world yet. For now, it's just my little treasure... from my little miracle.♥

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

For Boo ♥

Now she's always with us!!!!

♥♥I love you Brinley Boo
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Sunday, June 19, 2011

Happy Father's Day

Chris and I spent the majority of the day at Body Mod Tattoo in Annapolis... we decided that as a Mother's Day and Father's Day present to ourselves, we would get the tattoos that Chris drew up for Brinley. Carlos was our artist and he redid the drawings a little bit, making them more suitable for a tattoo... mine was altered drastically since my wrist is so small. Chris' turned out exactly like he thought, just with a little bit of baby blue in the wings to soften it up. Yes, we got blue since that's what color Brinley's room was going to be... My tattoo turned out gorgeous, just much bigger than I pictured in my head. I'm really glad though. Seeing it this size just makes me realize that I would've wished it was bigger anyways. Once they heal up, I'll post a picture of both of them... They really did turn out fantastic. Hurt like you wouldn't believe, but it was well worth it. Emersyn got to spend a couple hours with Maw Maw, Pop and Cameron. My mom got a couple pictures so once I get them I'll post them too... Apparently Emersyn has gotten even more daring since last week and "I do it" was the theme of the day. It was a great day though and Emersyn could have cared less when we got there! She was excited that we brought her cake and, after dinner, we all got enjoy Chef Emersyn's first cake! It was really good (kind of surprisingly) and everyone thanked Emersyn for the cake...
Still reeling from my success of letting Emersyn make a cake yesterday, I attempted to paint her toe nails... Yeah, I know but we're doing our family pictures next week and I thought it'd be super cute and silly for her and I to have our toes painted. Surprise of all surprises - Emersyn let me do it and even helped blow on them to get the polish dry! She kind of likes them now!! I have a feeling that I'll be investing in some nail polish now... ;) Overall, it was a really good day... I mean, minus that we celebrated the day by getting our Angel Baby's tattoos, it was a good day. The proof is in the little one crashed out... (Yeah, I made that hat too. It's much better than the first one but Emersyn was so excited she didn't give me a chance to make the little flower that I was going to attach to it. I can't complain though - at least it's a huge sign that she likes it! That, and you know, the fact that she insisted on wearing it for the ride home too.) Happy Father's Day!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Little Baker

Yes, I'm a very brave soul and decided to make a cake with Emersyn today. She's getting big enough now where she understands and can help... albeit extremely slow going and messy, it's really great to be "working" with her like this. I didn't know Bird would get as big of a kick out of it as she did, nor did I expect it to go this well. So we'll be baking a lot more now, but this was a little cake for Chris and my dad for Father's Day. Emersyn did everything from picking out the cake and icing (the icing had a bit of an issue since we couldn't find one with sprinkles in the brand we had a coupon for...) all the way to actually frosting the cake!
Can you feel the excitement and happiness?!?! :) We weren't a fan of the mixer since it's so loud, but we had one very quick attempt at holding it. It didn't even last long enough for Chris to snap a picture though and I ended up looking like a sterotype with a child on my hip while baking in the kitchen. We were uterally amazed with this step though... who knew that simply pouring the batter into the pan would get such a memorizing reaction?!?! After the cake was done baking, Emersyn and I made a quick run to Joann Fabrics to get a couple skeins to make some hats. I made one real quick last night just to see and Emersyn's a little excited with it. It didn't turn out exactly like I hoped and I'm not a fan of the yarn itself, but Emersyn insisted on wearing it for a bit in the store and again on the way home. Can you tell that she put it on herself this time? Once we got back home and had lunch, we were ready to frost the cake. Emersyn was very happy about "mah cahk". Yup - I am that brave! I really did give Emersyn a butterknife and let her do the icing... Aside from attempting to make the cake have some filling by shoving the knife full of icing into the cake, we did really good. Until we tried to help spread the icing with our fingers and then realized that the icing tastes good! Then it was just a matter of keeping her from licking the knife.Still, Emersyn had a blast... =D Since the cake is for tomorrow, we compromised on snack and had a couple oreos instead "mah cahk". There weren't really any complaints. There's seriously a ton more pictures from our baking experience at www.theswaderfarmily.shutterfly.com in the June album.